Babygirl's Fallen Angel blog

Nervous…

I am so nervous and excited and scared and all sorts at the same time because tomorrow I am going to meet my master (Sir Richard) for the first time since I agreed to become his. I honestly have no idea what to expect but I am counting down every minute of every day… tomorrow night I will go to meet him, and call him master. It thrills and scares me at the same time. Oh, I already said that…! I can’t concentrate today at all…!

I have a master

I can’t believe it, I am so excited and so happy and so nervous all at the same time… after a few weeks of getting to know each other, and talking to him online and stuff, I finally met Sir Richard for the third time, and that is when he said he would ask me if I was going to be his… and I said YES!

I am a little bit butterflies and floating on air and stuff but I have done it, I have allowed him to put his necklace on me (actually, I put it on myself!) and he said that, with that, I am owned by him and he will look after me and teach me and train me and make me his girl.

He s so wonderful… handsome and experienced and commanding… I just can’t wait to see him again. I think it’s going to be Thursday. What day is it today? Oh. Only Monday :(:(:(

Sunday….

Sunday is a big day because I go and meet him for the third time and we agreed that nothing would happen until we had met three times. And after that I have to make a decision, he will ask me if I am going to be his. He will ask if I am ready. 

And I will look into his eyes and I will say yes. And yes. And I will be his. And I have never been more scared and nervous and excited in my whole life!